Live And Let Go (I forgive myself)

I forgive myself for what people can’t see. The eyes that see me are not the same as the ones that know me. I forgive myself for the pain I have caused myself.

For not knowing my worth.

For settling for less than I deserve.

For setting the bar lower than what I was capable of achieving, because I idolized people’s expectations of me more than I valued myself.

For training my mind to accept situations that I didn’t deserve instead of walking away.

For working against myself, ignoring my needs and what I knew was the truth.

For not trusting myself.

I’m letting it go.

Because I recognize that as I grow, so will my beliefs and morals.

My decisions today wouldn’t be my decision tomorrow, because everyday I am a better version of who I was the day before.

I release the mistreatment I have put on myself, and I apply the same grace I instill on to others instead.

Today I am letting it go as I can no longer afford the past.

I can only transcend the future.